By Rune Belsvik
A backside hatch opens and one thing rushes out, sprinkles down, disappears, and I’m wondering what I ought to do with it, one thing is ready for me to discover a resolution to this leak, this outburst, all this that simply disappears at nice pace now, and I believe that I simply must let it occur, as a result of my process is to suppose the sound, so I repeat the sound, don’t I, sure, there it’s, he thinks, and is attentive to it, do’nt be so targeted and decided, let go a bit, let go, then will probably be gone, or a minimum of nearly gone, I believe, however I’m not going to begin a significant problem-solving now, quite stick with what’s, no matter it’s, sure, all this feels a bit waisted, with out significance or which means and one thing in me will begin once more, have a second likelihood, make it higher, however my expertise tells me that it’s exactly this that’s right here now, a sense that it’s destroyed and that it should go away, this sense have to be allowed to run wild because it needs, I don’t want to regulate it, be careful for it, no, my job right here is to suppose the meditation sound, sure, sure, that’s what I’m going to do, however not too keen, both, not clinging to the sound, and immediately I’m out of one thing I’ve been deep into, sure, it appears like I’ve simply slipped out of one thing that was essential to me for a very long time, however what it was, I don’t know, there may need been one thing a couple of woman in a vivid coat, no, no, one thing vivid, or, no, no, the sound, sure the sound, however what was it, and why ought to or not it’s hidden from me, and now this work right here, what sort of work is that this, to place a black leather-based vest over a black automotive, sure, the vest is the roof of the automotive, and it needs to be executed properly, however I mustn’t neglect to name my good friend afterwards, he struggles a lot, has immediately turn into so stressed he can’t sleep, can hardly breathe, sure, that’s what he mentioned, it appears like I can’t breathe, both, are you afraid you’re going to die, I mentioned, and he mentioned it was disagreeable and even creepy, poor factor, I mustn’t neglect to name him, we’re pals, however isn’t the sound far-off, only a distant rumble that doesn’t concern me, I need to take into consideration the sound and be attentive to it in a cautious manner, and now the time is nearly up, and there’s a lot of duties ready to be executed, poor me, however throughout Easter or in the summertime I hope will probably be attainable for me to go to a retreat once more, get extra time, have the ability to sit like this for days, after which the tough however essential speak within the group afterwards, in order that my persona doesn’t rust, that I don’t get caught in my very own zeal, however that I could swing a bit, sure, that one thing tiny is rocking right here.
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Language editor: Anne Grete Hersoug
